After all, Ed knew I had fantasies about young boys, so what was the harm if we played in my fantasy world. I closed my eyes. “Jimmy will do. Is thi... turning you on, Ed?”“Yes. How about you, Pat?”“Okay, maybe a little.”Ed kissed my cheek, “Oh, Miss. Holland. I never thought my teacher would do something like this with me. Do you really like boys, Miss? Holland?”I kept my eyes closed as I responded, “Yes, Jimmy. I like nice boys like you; I think you are a handsome young man. Is this your first. You see what you see in the locker room and in pornos... and wellthe cock that Trey was packin was... was... well... impressive - kinglike. I felt somehow... I don't know, somehow inferior to him... somehowless. My mouth literally hung open. I was speechless. I felt bad for him. Ilike getting head from Michelle and she likes giving it... but Christ, thesize of his cock was... well, I know it's clich^Â but he was hung like ahorse. I understood why Sheila was intimidated. I didn't realize. He was sitting on the edge of my bed. Brian? What are you doing? I questioned. Shhh, baby. Brian is going to give you a special back rub, I heard Mommy say. I turned in the direction of her voice and saw her sitting at the desk across from the bed. She was just sitting there watching and it made me feel uncomfortable. Why? Its the middle of the night. I dont even need a back rub, Brian. I shifted in the bed, trying to sit up. Brian pushed on my shoulder and kept me in a laying position. Be. The scout team has a loose guideline they have to follow but don't get in shit when your team does something right. Unfortunately, it sets you guys up like ducks on a pond because it makes you too predictable."I drove home after showering and made supper as Vicky had been trying to catch up for the lost weekend. We had another simple meal of grilled cheese sandwiches while talking about her weekend and the hockey situation. I cleaned up the dishes and then we both settled down to do more.