”Pilar: “Everyone once in a while she stops talking to breathe.”Pilar isn’t fearless, I doubt anyone is. Saints and madmen maybe. Misdirected ...it bulls. But she is brave. Tough. That treacherous trip from Hondo, Colombia to the US had imprinted something on Pilar. Her brain, her heart, her being.Pilar’s mother had gone through even more -- a gang rape, unwanted sex, constant bribes. But Lina had been older, experienced. Intelligent enough to research the trip and make an informed decision. She. Phir acha nak usney mujhey neecha khadra ker diya aour apney derzi kahney mien chala giya. mien ney bhag ker apni shalwar pehni aour abhi kameez pehen hi rahi thi ke woh phir aagiya uskey haath mien tail ki sheeshi thi. men der gaye aour ab mujhey yakeen ho giya key meri choot aj phut key rehegi aour meri viginity khatam ho jaye gi is manhoos derzi ki waja sey. Mien apney ap ko kosney deney lagi key apni sahili ko sath kiyoon na laye akeli kiyoon ayee yahaan.Bus isi trah key taney baney mien. ” “I really don’t want to go to the cafeteria right now,” I answered whilst scratching the back of my head. “Ahh, Tino don’t tell me you still afraid of those wannabes that roam around this school thinking that they own this school,” Megan sounded annoyed. “It’s not that Meg. I was kinda hoping I would be alone with you, you know?” I said awkwardly.“You could have just said that in the beginning. Come on now let’s go to my house.” Megan was already pulling my hand towards her. I collected my. Around puberty, I started to "fly", and was of course very surprised. But it was also, obviously, a nice gift. While other boys my age were sneaking off to find places to masturbate, was sneaking off to find places to fly. Oh, and to masturbate. I was a boy in puberty. I feel sorry for anyone who got caught underneath me.All adolescents feel different, and I certainly had good enough reason to. Despite the rush of self-esteem my gift gave me, I didn't really know how to work it into my love.