” I got up from my kneeling position from amongst the three other naked bodies, two men and another woman. We were on set of a porn movie and I was ...he star. He was the new love of my life and I was going to lose him forever. My previous lovers were from the industry but jealousy and ego’s destroyed our relationships. It happened often that the egos of male stars were connected to the size of their dicks: the bigger the cock, the bigger the ego. I was young and naïve. Not anymore. After my. I am the girl who will be gone and don’t know when will I be back. I am really a practical girl and hate drama. If this is going to happen. We might be good friends I don’t want any emotions peeking in between us. Are you ok then this is a deal?”You know what happens when a girl whom you like and she ends up saying stuff like this. How should one respond? Think, be sure. I just went with the flow and said – “Yes. Cool.” She called one of her friends and said she would be a friend’s place and. There will be an enquiry and a blood-letting, needlessly creating enemies. The only positive point to note is that the officers in question were not party to Operation Editor, which perhaps explains their willingness to side against you. There has been a delicate enquiry as to whether you think this schism might be healed for the sake of Editor?”“There is no Editor as long as MI5 oversees it.”I let him draw his own conclusions.Friday was my 19th birthday, the first I’d spent working. But there. How Lulu was able to sit across from her and speak so matter of factly about the horrors she had endured filled her with a blossoming respect for her interviewee. She was finding herself becoming torn between wishing the story would never end and hoping that for Lulu's sake that her salvation was near.Hearing of the things that Lulu had been forced to do every evening for almost a year, she couldn't believe it possible that anything positive came of it."I don't get it." She asked, "How could.