. if I do, the pain will return."If I went after him, if I tried to save my love ... this sweet innocent girl would be wracked with agony for what cou...d be hours, though it would seem an eternity to her. If I stayed, if I allowed Anna to pass without further torture, I wouldn't be in time to stop the same thing from happening to Elenita.I thought about calling in one of the telpaths from the team, but without the enhancements I'd been through, it was all he could do to to stifle the pain for. Phil, don't take me getting Anne to do this is an insult to you, and after I explain, I'm sure you'll understand."He paused and took a breath."You guys know that for the last year and a half I've been seeing a doctor. What you don't know is why."He paused again, obviously fighting his emotions. Ronnie felt an impending sense of doom, she had never seen her father so emotional."There isn't a gentle way to say this. Almost two years ago I was diagnosed with Alzhiemers'. I went to the doctor. ”He was quiet for a bit. I figured he was thinking about it.“Because you loved Uncle Nick and would never hurt him.”“That’s exactly right, Jesse. And that’s the same reason I don’t do that with Aunt Kathy, either.”“Because of Uncle Kurt.”“Yes. You know how Francesca got upset because you hugged Amber? That’s because her mom is teaching her that you only are ever with one person like that.”“Why?”“Some people believe that’s the best way. I don’t.”“Why?”A common tactic of the five-year-olds. It was beautiful. As I played with it it got longer and harder. The skin was so smooth, but so firm underneath. It was like ivory or warm polished marble or something. I learned that night how sensitive the head of your penis was, the ridge around it, and you would move around involuntarily when I ran my fingertips around it.Yours had a nice inward curve to it, and I loved how your balls tucked up into their sack when you were excited, and it was fun to hold them in one hand and feel them while.