He also admitted that he had heard her plotting to get Marie out of the marriage. She had said that Marie would be better off as a single Mom than bei...g married to me. She had said it more than once. Marie’s sister’s husband, Aaron, and I became better friends as well. He didn’t know why Momma disliked me, but he was aware of it. He was glad I caught the heat because he knew it spared him. When we were at ball games, picnics or other times when it was just our kids and the two of us we joked. I couldn’t see the moon and it only added to my fears for the night. I cried softly the whole walk home, I was cold, scared and all alone, fighting memories that had given me nightmares for years. I hated myself for treating Spencer the way that I did but I was mad at him for forcing me out of my comfort zone and then touching me. I hadn’t let any guy touch me since I was eighteen and that night with Tommy Hassel. It was too painful. I was too dirty. By the time I got back to my apartment. Geraldine gazed transfixed atthe red marks from the beatings she'd handed out and then placed her cheekagainst the glowing flesh. Julia just lay face down, sobbing quietly, knowing there was nothing she coulddo to prevent this perverted woman violating her in any way she chose, shefelt Geraldine covering her sore bottom in kisses, hearing her sort of gruntingin her lust. Was this humiliation ever going to end? Geraldine was temporarily besotted with Julia's bottom, it had been a realsexual high. I can’t wait to have another car and to test its potential on the never-ending road! For the moment, I travel to school on foot. It is not a bad idea, is it? These days I enjoy more exercise—which I wasn’t privileged with before. Camilla has preferred to omit all her pending classes this morning. If she was going to school, I would have happily joined her for a cozy ride inside her Ford Sonic. A chief genius that she is, she never frets about failing her tests and researches—which I every time.