In order to stay awake and focused through the class, I had drunk five cans of coke in four hours. I would not be feeling relief of any kind until I ...ade it to the facilities.I tried to stand up, but my belt tightened against my body as I rose, putting extra pressure on my bladder. I had to move. I was only vaguely aware of Ms. Russell’s well wishes as I sprinted out of the room.“Oh come on,” I heard myself mutter as I tried the door for the men’s room. It was the nearest, but also the. However, that chance is so minuscule that, well, it just isn't going to happen. He doesn't produce enough sperm for them to even make it out of his body and into mine, let alone travel inside me in sufficient numbers to impregnate me.On the other hand, someday there may be a cure. If there is, he has my blessing to seek the treatment without my knowledge and make the decision for both of us about having children.All that I ask of him is that he tell me before he enters me - or as he enters me -. It probably would have ended our marriage by just saying anything bad about him. Brandi believed in him so much. I did think about calling you, but you and I have never been close, so I thought I would be wasting my time. I do not want to talk right now about the sorted details of the previous night. Brandi does not need that. Oh, by the way, I do love you Brandi.”All I could see were tears running down her face. She kept saying over and over, I am so sorry. Now if you readers have followed our. “I’m thankful for Grandmas and Grandpa,” Damon said.And so it went around the table. It wasn’t religious or anything, but it was Thanksgiving and we’d decided to all just say one sentence about what we were thankful for on this day. Then we fell to the food and there was a lot of conversation. You couldn’t hold a single conversation at a table with thirteen people, but I caught snatches of what was said by everyone. We mixed up the places so none of the couples (or more) was actually sitting.