Then happened was she asked to sit and we had a discussion that what happened last day was just a dream and then she said don’t ever and never come ...o my house and politely said to me get out.I stood calmly and said..I will do anything u want but there is one condition.. She quickly screamed noooo !!!!…I said if you want me to get out of your life and in my friends life you have to follow this condition.. Or else I won’t leave your family.. She started crying and said I feel guilty of what we. Cool, so I asked “would you like to watch me”? “Yes” she said. So, how was this going to happen? Where would we go, and would I be able to watch her? “I live alone, but am still on the clock, so I would have to be very discrete”. She said “I live alone also, but across town, so I guess it just wont work out, besides isn't this going a little fast”? “We hardly know each other”. So we introduced ourselves, chatted about our jobs and other interests, when she asked, “are you a voyeur also”? I said. Here," Alec handed me a card, "I think you should go and talk to my friend. He has a standing appointment booked for you. If you take the bus now you'll get there in time." But..." How could I tell my secrets to a stranger? It had taken me ages to even think of telling Maxie, and I was in love with him. Even in my head the words hurt. I was in love with Maxie, and I walked away from him. How was I going to explain anything to a total stranger?"Trust me. Go." Alec stood and took my cold un-drunk. Mom blushed but grinned and nodded. “Exactly!”I laughed and took my suitcase and went up the stairs. Their door was closed, and I didn’t want to chance waking him, so I dropped off my suitcase and went back downstairs. Mom offered iced tea, so I accepted, and we wandered out to the back yard and caught up on the weekend. She and Daddy had basically spent the weekend doing what Jack and I had been doing - fucking their brains out! She and I swapped some very graphic details the rest of the.