I think she liked what she felt there but didn't want to admit it to me our to herself. I don't mean to brag but I am rather well endowed and that usu...lly gets a woman's attention even if size doesn't matter to them they are impressed by it. Then when I kissed her again she responded a little but then pulled away from me and got into her car."I asked her when we could get together again and she said she didn't think that was a good idea. I told her I needed to have her and I thought that she. It might have been less than a minute or it might have been much longer, I couldn't tell. I knew I was forcing myself to breathe evenly, steady my nerves, and be alert. I might only get one chance.It's strange what goes through your mind when you are under extreme stress. Logic was asking me if he might have body armor. If so, did I have to risk a head shot? Would he have a silencer? It reduced muzzle velocity and altered accuracy. Intermixed with these questions I wondered what Natasha had. What was she doing, cumming to fantasies of being a sub?!It took her a long time to fall asleep that night, her mind a morass of confusion.What was she? A Domme or a sub? How could she be a sub? She was a businessowner, a manager of people, a driving force in her community! It could notbe! But in her heart of hearts, she longed to have someone care for her. Someoneto take the burden of decision making from her, at least for a few hours. Finally she fell asleep only to wake up groggily the next. I think the shock has completely blown over because now he has been kissing me back. He holds my neck in his two hands and places an intense, long kiss on my cheek. Every time he does that I just feel like hugging him tighter and not letting go.This somehow has evolved into us cuddling on the sofa every day after dinner. We usually finish cleaning up the kitchen, since I'm a little lazy I leave Jake finishing it up by himself and lay on the sofa with my legs still hanging trying to choose.