Alice was initially dumbfounded, and offended, but had been persuaded by Clarice to consider it. Clarice had always fancied me, she told Alice, and wh...le our relationship had theretofore been strictly proper, evidently I had been the object of her fantasies for some years. This was as much news to me as it had been to Alice. Truth be known, I had watched Clarice develop from a young, gangly middle school girl into quite a beauty during the years she had worked for us. On more than one occasion. You were in love with her, weren’t you?”I nodded. I could feel tears in the corner of my eyes. “I still am.”Ginnie looked at me for a few seconds.“Come on, Willi. We’ll go for a walk in Hyde Park ... like we did in the Tiergarten.“The rain had stopped but it looked like it could start again at any time. Ginnie retrieved a folding umbrella from her bag and we smiled at the similarity with our walk in West Berlin. As we walked along the wet paths, Ginnie told me about her desire to qualify and. I mentioned before that a lot of our fucking happened in Mom and Pops barns. You could get out of the way up in the lofts and hear everything approaching. Therefore I have no idea how many girls my brothers fucked up there. But by the time I left home I had seen to around 40 guys in the lofts.However the story you are about to read happened away from home. We often visited family whilst Pop was stationed away. We use to think it was Mom just being nice? After she died we found out what Mom was. My tummy was butterflies. I sat down beside her. Sharon was up front next to Graham who was driving. Sharon was flirting outrageously with him. Everyone was in high spirits except for Chloe who was looking pissed off, sitting stifled against the window trying to inch as far as possible away from Roy, who had sat beside her. She was giving me the evil eye like it was somehow my fault. But I quickly forgot about it as Sarah started dragging me into the conversation. The conversation was basically.