"But I couldn't. In the end, no matter how much it hurt, I always chose to stay..."I frowned, not quite understanding."I chose that until now. This is...'t about escaping Carter. This is about escaping my addiction." Elyse started crying again. "If anything, I'm going to need YOU to hold me against my will."Hold her against her will? What? My sense of alarm rose as she began choking up, her breathing erratic, with panic in her eyes.Thrusting her hands forward, she presented me with her wrists and. I’d try, so long as she was reasonable.She put her replacement card in and her phone went crazy. I had tried contacting her so many times. She went through all my messages, getting increasingly flustered as she realised how hard I had tried to get back in touch, and how the tone on the messages went from inquiring, to insistent, to angry. Then I saw her shiver. I checked what had caused it, and of course it was a message from her cousin. I memorised the number and told her to open it.The. Soon he had two fingers in me. Then three. "What a little slut," he whispered. "Mmm," I said, "I am. Your slut. But be nice. And be gentle. I'm a virgin."Oh that did it. He was hard and ready.I settled on the pillow under my bottom and he reached for the condom. I grabbed his hand: "No. No need. " Are you sure?" Do you have HIV?" He shook his head. "Do you promise you don't have HIV?" I said, "If you do..." He said: "I promise."I said: "Well I know I don't. I want to feel your cock in me when. The same night I was, as usual, lying beside her and staring at her while she was sleeping. Suddenly she rolled in sleep, and her one breast came out of her nightdress. My dick got fully erect, and it felt like my dick would come out of my boxer.I took my hand down and slowly started stroking my dick. I wanted to grope her boobs and suck until she was completely wet and begging me to fuck her. I started jerking off hard. Rajshree suddenly woke up and saw me jerking off.I stopped at once, and I.