I wouldn’t have married her if I hadn’t. I played the what if scenarios through my mind, but in the end I decided that there wasn’t much I could...have done different. Even if I had known her old boyfriend had returned I don’t think I could have kept them apart. I reached two conclusions. The first is that I don’t think she really ever loved me. I was just a meal ticket. The second one was that it was my fault for being stupid enough to marry her. It was my fifth day away from home and I was. Now it was time for Billy to fuck me like a dog! He added some more lube, then slowly eased his raging hard on inside my manpussy. Once he bottomed out, he just moved it around slowly at first then gaining momentum as I felt more confident. He entered me from several angles; he varied the speed- super fast, then slow & hard, I moaned like a kitten. Every now & then he’d ram it in like a hammer, that would make me squeal! He went as deep as he could go and pulled & out & re-inserted several. "You won't have to worry about me knocking you teeth loose," I quipped. She gave me a dirty look. "Actually, it's more for zero-g consideration. This way it isn't floating about loose. It's still got enough play for me, though." It's too bad we don't have any place to practice self-defense. The equipment in here can't be moved and there're no open areas." Well, we'd need the pads first and floor mats. I suppose if we had that equipment we could use the hold. We may get cargo at some point but. After the rape I didn't feel worthy any more and felt that everyone was pointing, talking and snickering about me behind my back. I can't get comfortable in front of a group of people any more," Lorrie said."You can come here and spend the weekend, and Jenny can start by teaching you the basics. After I get up I will work with both of you till I have to go to work," I said. "In the meantime I am beat; it has been a long and a tough day. Let's go upstairs and have a cold beer out on the deck to.