"It isn't the first time I've been yelled at, and I've had students call me -- well, never mind. Nor is that the first gavel that's been broken on tha... table. Maintenance probably has a carton of them."But please, the next time you have a plan of your own, tell me in advance." Would you have let me go ahead if I had?" Really, I'd had only the vaguest idea of what I hoped to accomplish, no idea of how I'd do it. Once I'd broken the gavel I'd pretty much had to make it up as I went along, but I. I was surprised I was not expecting this from immi but I did as I was told then he ordered me to sit on my computer chair which I did and he took a rope and tied me tightly with it. Then he started to tease me by slapping me and touching my penis. He kept doing this for long.At night he undressed and jumped into the bed and my chair was facing the bed. Aron was beautiful but Immi was simply un describable. He was the most beautiful boy ever I had seen and I don’t have words to describe his. You just did.”“No, no, hold on! Don’t go off halfcocked. What I’m trying to say is that I need time to work out what I want. When I dream I dream of cars and boats and water-skiing. I don’t dream of any woman. Do you understand what I am saying? Let’s not rush things. Let’s go on a few dates and see where it leads. I’m not pushing you away. I’m just asking you to give me time.”“Okay but you need to understand that I’ve been having lots of sex. Sex is very important to me. What has happened. “I don’t have a cowboy.” I mumbled.“You told me you prayed for god to send us a cowboy, and he’s here!” Gerri laughed.She knew I was joking, I didn’t actually pray for a cowboy.Well, not explicitly.Ok, I did think ‘cowboy’ during prayers, but I don’t ask God for my pleasures. I simply accept whatever he sends.I got to my feet and looked out the window of the cabin. It was foggy and cold outside, and there he was, a silhouette in the mist. A lean figure on a horse, Stetson hat and all, herding.