Then I found out that several of our family friends had been murdered by the people that my father was scheduled to testify against, I knew that I had...to protect Bobby and his family. I stopped insisting that he be told anything and began channeling all of my love for him through our baby boy.”Pointing to the pictures on the wall, Patty continued, “I started painting pictures that depicted an event in mine and JR’s life, and always included the Corvair, since that was such a special part of. Then gathering the child in her arms set out to hunt the dark streets of urban decay. *** When Raven returned, he found the gates open and the pair gone. His things had been scattered across the room his only sweater missing with a change of old Levi’s. Raven shook his head and settled down for a sparse meal. It didn’t concern him, their hasty departure, after all what was he if not a stranger to a stranger. Raven did wish to know her name. Raven gathered his things packing them again into his. "I think I understand what she was talking about. Have any of your girlfriends complained about your size?" she said. Her voice had become softer."Not really. I try to be gentle with girls." I bet you do. Frankly, I think your Mom is jealous of them. I think she wants you for herself."He winced. "Are you nuts? You think my Mom wants to do it with me?"She nodded. "Is that so hard to believe?" But she's seeing a guy." Do you think he satisfies her? She needs something more. She needs what you. He knew she was close to breaking down in his arms again, but things needed to be said even if he risked losing her again."I've been raising your daughter too. She asks me, 'Where's mommy?' and I have no clue what to tell her. Emily tries. I hate lying to either of the little ones but mentioning where you actually ended up would break their hearts. They'd suggest we could go and bring you home, but I knew in my heart that it wouldn't be so simple. I had to wait until you reached out to us..