Cheyenne took a lot longer upstairs and I heard a lot of moaning, slapping and what sounded like choking and throttling. I got a little nervous but th...n I would hear giggling and a “That is all you got?” and then more choking and gagging.Van was kneeling on the floor.“This doesn’t make you feel weird?” I asked him.“Oh yeah,” Van admitted without hesitation.“Then why do you let her do it?” I asked him.“No, I mean weird in a good way. It feels hot that she wants so much sex, and I love giving her. So we started the game. We got a couple, they got a couple. Socks were all gone. Next, we got one right, and they had to shed the shirts. Kristin is attractive, not as thin as Cathy, but larger breasts. She had no problem tearing her shirt off. The drinks had really gotten to her. Next they got a pie question right, and we had to take our shirts off. I looked at Cathy, and she very willingly took hers off. Although she did make a comment about her small breasts. I said I loved them,. He had made dinner reservations for 6:00. I spent the day gooning to the nastiest porn I could find. We hadn’t had sex since for 3 days, and I really needed release. But showing restraint I didn’t let myself cum. I had looked forward to this for 20 years, and I wanted to be one horny dripping cum-slut tonight. That afternoon I gave myself an enema, shaved and powdered my pussy, and put my favorite jeweled butt-plug in. I kept a stash of toys hidden under the bottom drawer of my dresser. . So I broke down and cried like a baby, for my parents who never got to enjoy their golden years, for my brother and his wife who would never know the joy of raising a family, and finally, for my niece, a poor child who never got a chance to experience life. I cried for me, for the hole it had left in my life, that had been unfilled until now. The tears washed away most of my burden, and for the first time since I lost them I felt true peace.My crying triggered off Carrie and Sarah, which.