.. I was rocking back and forth, sort of sliding myself on and off him. Jay was pushing up like he needed to be as deep as possible.I felt the fire st...rt. My own fingers could never do this. Building. I got a little more aggressive in my movements, pushing my button against him and he...“GodLena!” He pushed up hard, I felt him swell and pulse and hot fluid and that’s it. Cogent thought ended. Everything in the universe condensed to that joining of me and him as I came. He kept giving me little. "Brenda blushed, she wasn't used to having compliments like that,especially the pretty part, after all she was still Matt under the makeupand wasn't quite sure how to respond to the compliment. "Let's go get the rest of your things and then I'll make a pot of tea forus so I can get to know you better, welcome to your new home Brenda."Annie and Brenda retrieve the rest of Brenda's things and returned toBrenda's apartment."Why don't you change into something more comfortable while I make thetea.. Slinging the backpack on, I checked to make sure the flash light worked, and then headed into the woods. I became absorbed in the beautiful plants and trees in the forest as soon as I began my walk. It didn’t seem at all long before I was at the fork in the road. At the right the forest seemed to open up, and let the sun in. On the left, the forest seemed to swallow the path up in darkness. I stopped and tried to remember what Iris said about the fork in the road. Hard as I tried I couldn’t. . . I guess.” “What are you afraid of?” “I honestly don’t know.” “Yes, you do. Tell me.” There is something pushy and controlling in the way she tells me this, and I don’t like it. I take a gulp of Chardonnay, wipe my mouth with a napkin and say: “I’m afraid of rejection. And I’m terrified of becoming a failure. My father expects me to succeed at all cost. He says he knows my full potential, but I’m not sure I believe him.” I put my face in my hands and let it all sink in. I hadn’t confessed.