. do you understand? Never since have I known such satisfaction; that's how I knew ... I want to be a, a, pet. I want to be commanded, patted and stro...ed when I obey, scolded and smacked when I do something wrong. I want to serve, to fetch and carry – I know dogs don't have hands, but sometimes, perhaps I could fetch things in my mouth, on hands and knees? But I could ... be naked in the house? Cook and clean in the nude?" What about oral? Anal?" I like oral. Anal doesn't do a thing for me, but. I then started with my spears and then my knife. Only one tried anything and he was on top of Anna who wouldn't let him up. He was trying to strangle her when I rolled him off her and put one of my spears through his heart.It was over that fast. Nine men were dead and one girl had been hurt but I hoped she would heal. All three had been used terribly since their capture. Merry asked, "Where are the rest?" I couldn't wait for them. I came by myself. I'm sorry I was too late for Marree."Merry. That's probablywhy they feel like home.I never truly fit in, always felt a world apart even when among my fewfriends. I've never been able to express just why that is, but it'shaunted me my whole life. Like many misfits in this corner of the world,my differentness resulted in a career as a mercenary, adventurer andprofessional misanthrope.I don't regret my choices, or lack thereof. I saw a good portion of theworld as a soldier before returning to find the town a week's journeyfrom my home had. Sush ke gol matol gore gore hips meri ankhon ke samne lahara rahe thee. Mujhse raha nahee gaya aur jhuk kar chutar ko munh me bhar kar kas kar kat liya. Usne ki cheekh nikal gayee. Phir maine dher sara vasalline lekar uske choot ki darar me laga diya. Sush bole, “upar se lagane se nahee hoga. Unglee se lekar andar bhi lagao aur apni unglee pel pel kar pahale ched ko dhila karo.” Maine apni bich wali unglee par vasalline laga kar usne ke choot me ghusane ki koshish kee. pahali bar jab nahee.