He?d grown up an only son. His father had walked out on his mother when he was two. They?d never married, but when he showed up again about the time D...n was 14, it became clear to him that his mother was his father?s one great, true love in life. Why things hadn?t worked out differently, he couldn?t answer. His father?s family rarely had much to do with him, being strict old-time Catholics. So, he?d been raised mostly by his mother?s family, extended to include uncles and aunts, great aunts and. Every time he thought he had it hooked, it fell back off followed by a ‘dammit’. I was stifling outright laughter, amused by the futility of it all. He almost had it and I mentally pushed it away. “Dammit all!”I was now laughing uncontrollably. My friend looked at me with a frown. “You’re NOT helping, you know!”“I know; I was just wondering why you didn’t just ASK for my help?”“I thought you were busy, not to mention I forgot that you COULD help.”“Okay, just told the pole steady.” I looked down. We are related as family but never lovers. This is about to change. The age difference between us is only 18 years, earlier in our lives that was a big difference especially when I was 18 and she hadn't been born yet, but now not so much, I arrive and before saying hello I say "you are 35 and I am 53.. we both are and have been sexually attracted to each other and there has been a mutual feeling, unsaid, yet one that has been building for a long time between and among us", before she stops me. At my weakest, I wanted to break the envelope, let myself out and masturbate like I had been used to, but I knew if I did that, there would be no more online Mistress. She had a strict rule. If the emergency envelope was ever broken without her consent/justifiable cause, then she was done. She would mail back the other key and that would be it. No more services from her. It kept me honest, and I had been locked up for several months without an orgasm, save the occasional wet dream, which she.