Ever since I was a small child I was very shy and was not good at making friends. I was always sort of a loaner, I started making a descent amount of ...riends in 6th grade. Then from there I started being less and less shy around other people. The only problem is girls don't really seem to be found of me. I know I'm not handsme or anything but I definetly know I'm not ugly so I don't know why girls don't like me. I have never had a girlfriend, I've had a few girls confess their love. Anya cooed softly to herself as she came down. I turned to Rachel, ‘Show me the bedroom.’ She stood up—wobbling a little as she tried to balance with her hands behind her. She showed me to the bedroom, which had a large double bed in it, with a cast iron bedstead. ‘So. You live alone?’ ‘Yes, Sir.’ ‘Have you always lived alone?’ ‘No Sir. My husband died two years ago.’ ‘I see—I’m sorry to hear that. And you have been alone ever since?’ ‘Yes Sir.’ ‘Is this the first time you have had sex since. ...During the first two dates she told me how things had gone wrong for her with a bad marriage and then not being able to get a job that paid a decent wage. She had heard I was doing well and thought we might reacquaint ourselves as we had been ‘friends’ before. I liked the flattery and that she turned to me in times of trouble. She made it very clear, yet remained subtle, that she was available but wanted to be ‘looked after.’I still desired her, it sounded a bargain.She didn’t wait long to. Women are encouraged to do a self exam on their breasts regularly, so as to locate any unusual lumps or something else that may cause a concern. By the time it was found, the cancer that was called "Invasive Ductile Carcinoma" had spread to the lymph nodes and into several areas that were of life threatening concern. The cancer had started so deep inside, that it was almost impossible to detect by touch. Only a routine mammogram had found it. A double mastectomy along with radiation and chemo.