I did not knowwhat to do. I was so ashamed of myself. I went into the bath room, andtook off my clothes. Then I went into the shower.When I came out o... the bath room, I glanced over at Lance. He wassmiling at me in a way that told me that he knew exactly what I wasfeeling. I wished that a crack in the floor would open up and swallowme. It did not though. I muttered a good night to him, and went to mybed.I lay in my bed, trying to think about what had just happened. It madeno sense to me. I had. But at least as important, is that we need to get this project done. We can’t be distracted by sexual tension. “I could see where this was going. “So, what are you trying to tell me? You’re saying that I should masturbate to relieve the tension? Well honey, I’ve jerked off ten times in the last two days. It doesn’t do any good. As soon as you get close to me I have no control over how my body responds. It responds on its own. It doesn’t ask me what I think of the situation. I’m only along for. My lips found yours. You hesitated for just a moment before returning my endearment. I conveyed all. My earlier rebuff not a mystery. The fear in my eyes reflected as I pulled away. The door closed, my intentions exposed.I want more. I want all.A week. Sliding to the floor. You were leaving the country tonight. You'd be back by Wednesday. If I didn't hear from you by next Saturday, I wouldn't hear from you. I'd need to go on with my life. Again. Already I regretted my rejection of your offer.. May was one of the youngest and the sexiest women in the building and she knew it. She walked back to her desk, but Ranston stopped her."May, will you come here a moment?" he said pointing to a seat in front of him next to Taylor, "And please, close the door, this is a serious matter to speak of." She walked in and shut the door closed with her foot before setting her apple and coffee on the table in front of her."What is it Ranston.?" She asked looking at Taylor to Ranston."Taylor here says.