"She gave me a sad look. "If what Dr. Simpson says is true, that you have a medical problem that is causing your body to become female, I wish to god ... could transfer it to me. For both our sakes. As it is, I'm taking hormones to try and make me more feminine, and using a lot of padding. I hope to come out as a girl at school this fall." He looked at the expression of shock in my eyes."And you really don't want to be a girl at all, do you?" I shook my head. He pulled me to him and held me, just. I would be off early Friday to the fitness centre, and gone before either Dad or Mom was up.I arrived before Shelly, but only by five minutes. It seemed both of us were anxious about the weekend since we were at least twenty minutes ahead of our normal schedule. We both found that funny with a nervous sort of humour. We were both pretty uptight about what was to come. I worked extra hard that morning, attempting to burn off the additional energy I felt from my nervousness. Watching Shelly, I. ”She was back out in fifteen minutes, looking bright eyed and bushy tailed and ready to go. I grabbed my messenger bag and locked the door after us as we left the suite.When we arrived at the rehearsal room just over an hour later, I was greeted warmly by all the other cast members, and Liz and I went off into the conference room that we were using as a classroom.Three hours later, I left the room, my head full of Pythagoras’ theorem, and molecular structure and went to get something to. ”Sapna mere se apni chunchee chuswa kar bahut garma gayee aur jor jor se barbarane lagee, “karan please aur jor se meri chuchi masalo, inko khub dabao, daba dabake inka sara doodh pi jaoo. Mujhe bahut maza araha hai, meree pure sharir me kuch kuch ho raha hai. Hai mujhko itna maza kabhi nahi mila. Aur dabao meree chuchi ko..mai bhi pure jor jor se uski chuchi pi raha tha…mai uski chuchi ka aachi tarah khayal rakh raha tha….mai unhe kisi bhukhe bache ki tarah chush raha tha..maine sapna se kaha.