"And I do think you look sexy in that dress sis. Just so you know, for a moment I was wishing that I was't your brother but your boyfriend." Do you re...lly think I look good?" She asked. "I thought that I looked rather fat." "Not to me sis," I said with a smile. Cathy moved closer and for the first time I realized that she was wearing an oversized t-shirt that hung just past her crotch leaving her firm tanned legs exposed and looking good."Can I help you work on the pictures?" She asked. I was. "Enough joking around. All this liquor has gone to my head. It's time for some fun. I want to reveal my sexual fantasies."I was too drunk to be shocked really, but I was surprised. My wife was an extremely open and sensual, but she always maintained her decorum among company. The way she had said 'sexual fantasies' with her mouth open an her wet lips pouting left no doubt as to the fact that she intended to live them out after she revealed them. Eric and I waited in anticipation."I have always. You okay?’ She looked at me for a second, like she didn’t know what I was saying and pushed herself into the side of the couch that was furthest from where I was standing. She seemed to shake herself and, after the briefest of moments, wiped the tears away. ‘I… I’m fine. Just having a moment,’ she said. He voice was soft, and there was the barest trace of an accent of some sort. I could almost see her gathering herself up. The vulnerability I’d seen earlier seemed to fall away. Her back. On the other hand, if things continued like this, I might really go crazy. Over the next few weeks, people, especially Mom, noticed a change in me.Finally I got some relief by speculating that whatever was turning the monsters loose in our town was also causing my migraines. Therefore, I was not causing the monsters to show up, but I was trying to fight them in my dreams. Oh, hell, I knew that I was just trying to relieve myself of blame, but I had to do something. Maybe I could make myself.