We talked at the beach while we basted in the early morning sun.“How long are you going to be in town?” I asked.She tipped her big Ray Ban aviator...shades up and peeked at me from under them.“I’m here for another six weeks. I have a translator job with the Chinese Trade Commission, starting the first of February. I hope you are not asking because you want something long term Joshua, because I am not ready to settle down. This will be the first time I’ve ever been out from under my parents thumb,. Once you’ve done that, and gotten it out of your system, only then can I know for sure that you want me for me. In case you haven’t noticed, you’re looking for a connection like you have with Stephanie, NOT like the one you have with me.”“I know,” I agreed. “That’s what I finally figured out. She’s the key to everything. I don’t understand why at this point, but I’m not worried about that. I may figure out why and I may not, but I know it to be true.”“You need to find a way to just be alone. For weeks, months he badgered me.The trouble is, I'm a very submissive person, and Ed is very persuasive. That's how Ed got me pregnant when I was just 16. So, Ed eventually convinced me to go with him and give it a try.Ed has always bought me sexy clothes to wear. He insists I not wear bras. My breasts were natural 36b's then, so me being bra-less wasn't particularly noticeable, unless Ed selected my blouse. Ed wants me to dress erotically all the time. I usually comply. I even learned what. "This is unbelievable. I knew you were big, I saw the picture, but it's just huge. I've never had anything like that inside me before, I hope this doesn't hurt me." His cock was as advertised, all of 11" long and much, much thicker than Jason's, a very beautiful milk chocolate color and covered with huge veins. Its one thing seeing it in a picture, but when it's right in front of your face you have to start thinking about how the whole thing is going to fit. I was starting to worry about what.