We were both panting in anticipation. Judy put her hand around my dick as she said in a very soft voice. You’re going to be the one man I feel I can...have sex with, then she deep tongue kissed me and I kissed her back with passion and affection. I laid her on the bed on her back, I kissed her on the lips and said enjoy your first experience with a man as I licked and kissed my way down to her pussy. Her pussy has brown hair on it she has a beautiful pubic mound and crease right down to her. She warned me that once I go through this, I would always seek more and more. I would never be able to go back to regular monogamy or one-one sex. She thought I was a girl, so she gave me a description of how she felt and how she was getting plough for hours. I was shaking as I was writing to her. I really wanted to feel what she felt. I wanted to be a whore for many guys at least once. I searched on different forums. I ended up with nothing. Most groups didn’t want to fuck a sissy or a boy.. It hurts just thinking that I am going to changeinto a man." So what do you want to do, have you talked to anyone else?" Only Jenny and Karen, they feel sorry for me, but they can't help. Whatcan I do, I am desperate?" "Here, blow your nose and dry your eyes. What would you like me to do?" Can you find a way of stopping me turning into a man? Can you find a waythat I can become a girl?" I have always known that you were not like your brother. I wondered ifyou might be gay, so I did lots of. Sarah took my hand and I pulled her up and led her back in the rocks to our pee spot. She squatted down a little and let her pee go without hesitation. As she peed I told her about what went on with mom and Mark and me.“Damn, I wish I had been awake then. Sounds like fun!”“It was sure wild, peeing on mom and her peeing on me.”Sarah had finished peeing and I took her in my arms and kissed her. I pushed her back until she was sitting on the rock where mom sat and I got down on my knees and pushed.