In my fantasy I needed him to hold me, to love me and cherishme. When he accidentally found out he teased me and told the other kidsin the neighborhoo.... No one let me ?defend? myself. The only good partis that it was soon ?forgotten.? But I ?marked? although I didn?t knowit at the time.With this fear came the anger and my distancing myself from others. Theanger got me into trouble a few times. I am ashamed of what I havedone. Over time, for the most part, I have learned to dissipate thatanger. Sandra saw what was happening and said, "Now what were you two talking about. Some of those words are impossible to say."I said with a superior air, "It is a foreign language that very few people are able to grasp. You have to be dedicated to learning and have a very structured mind." That sounded harder than Chinese," Megan said.I simply said, "Considerably," and let it go at that. Tommy was just a bit smug and didn't see that we were patronising him.A taxi was called. Tom and Margaret were. I sent him a note to take a look in his bag. When he saw what was there he turned so red I thought he was going to pop. He couldn't even turn around to look at me. I never asked for them back... I'm pretty sure they would have had cum stains all over them anyway. That was my not so subtle way of letting him know that I was ready for something more adventurous than kissing.But we were still finding it difficult to be alone. For awhile the best we could do was group dates with a bunch of friends.. And that night, as Rich stood beside the bonfire Frank had set to get rid of the body, Rich decided he would never break his girls. He would be stern, yes, and punish them if they needed it, but he would never break them. Maybe they would respect him, and even want to work for him, if he showed them a bit of respect in return. +-+-+ Ive got something for you. A bit of a going away gift. Rich had stopped his hosing of an empty cage in the basement of the old house that Frank used to house and.