I was not sure if I should let me friend know that I had sucked his brother and he fucked me, so I kept quiet. His brother asked what we would be doi...g today. We said just hanging out. He said that some guys were meeting at his friends house to swim in their pool and we could join if we wanted. My friend said sure. After his brother left, he said that was the first time his brother had ever invited him to hang out with his friends. I felt proud thinking that he brother wanted to hang out. I don't think that the Mexicans will bother with us very long, since they're bandits and won't get much from us up here. Was there anything valuable in the coach?" Not really. There wasn't no cash box or anythin' like that. I think that they'll just ride off if we let them see that there's nothing in the coach worth stealin'. The women were the only passengers on this part of the run, so maybe they'll let us be." Well, Joe, I hope you're right. I don't want to fight a war if we don't have. So so fucking close. When my phone began to ring I sighed in defeat and for a second I wanted to ignore it. 'What if it I Deacon?' "Shit." I gasped before I turned the end and the buzzing stopped. I scrambled to sit up and snatched my phone up. It was him and my stomach did a sick little flip. "Hello?" I answered after I tapped the green button and brought it up to my ear. "Sutton? Are you okay?" Deacon asked me and I could hear the frown in his voice. It took me a moment to realize I was. But ... this man must first be comfortable with some things. First, I am not passable as female although I hope to become more feminine in appearance. Right now when I wear dresses, bras, panties, tights and little girlie shoes, I look like what I am, a man in women's clothes. I don't wear makeup because I'm blind and have not been taught how to properly apply it. I do want to learn though and would love to have a boyfriend who would put my makeup on me for a while as I learn how to do it.