For a moment he wondered if he threw himself intothe pool, whether he would drown or be killed by electric shock ofthe devices on him shorting out. A...l the while he was thinking darkthoughts, his face was completely blank. For a time the nursewondered if he was actually in clinical depression, but after a whilehe started to look round again, as opposed to just staring ahead."Come along Petunia, we have to get you ready for dinner," The nursetold him and steered him back into the house and to. I tell you those 2 days waiting was like a lifetime, it was about 11am on the monday morning, my heart was racing and felt my body trembling in anticipation, I had a long hot bath and got ready, I heard myself saying, I hope everthing goes well, it was quite a warm day so I just wore jeans shirt and thin pullover, I thought well here goes and got in my car, the drive was about 15 minutes and I knew I would be nervous but kept thinking I hve nothing to lose, I pulled into a parking area at the. When Hanson rolled off her, he kissed her; a lingering loving kiss. They lay on the carpet in an intimate embrace not saying a word. Finally it was Hanson that broke the silence.“How in the world did you get started with Buddy in the first place?”“He started with me,” she corrected him, “he kept shoving his snout into my shorts trying to lick me. After that, one thing just led to another. You do know he’s fucked or is fucking someone else, don’t you?”“Do you think so?”“Yes,” she assured him,. He had been putting away the laundry his lazy kid was too busy to take care of when he’d made a discovery. It was hard enough being a single parent, but the way she acted was as if he was her slave. “No way is she getting off easy this time,” he thought silently as he waited for a reply. “What now?” she asked herself as she heard the roar of her dad’s voice. She rose from the couch and made her way down the hall to her bedroom where she knew he was prowling around, again. “Yes daddy?” she.