Well dont say I didnt warn you. For most of the meal, which was, as I had promised, excellent, I kept the conversation light. Julia seemed to cheer up... but while we were waiting for our desert, she fell silent. I reached across the table, took her hand in mine and asked, A penny for your thoughts? Oh dear! Bill has been going out drinking on Friday nights with some mates from work. For the past few weeks he has not come home until late on Saturday morning. Last Friday night after I was in bed,. Marriage is supposed to make a man happy and complete. You've been totally different since the wedding, and not at all happy. OK, don't talk to your sister. I've made an appointment for you at two o'clock today. Here's the card." Mel, I don't want to see anyone. I'll work it out." You won't go?" No, I'm sorry, Mel."Mel let out a huge sigh and her eyes became liquid. "Then here's my resignation. I'm going back to New Jersey where I can't watch you fall apart." With that Mel walked unsteadily. “Willa, I see maybe a drug lord. Look over there, see the man on horseback?” Tony was pointing towards the riders. Willa remembered when she was seven years old. She had run out of .22 rounds and there seem to be baby rattlesnakes everywhere. She grabbed her dad’s Remington 12 gauge 3” magnum and all the rounds her pockets could hold. She thought that gun kicked like a mule. She killed hundreds of baby rattlesnakes that day. She fired off her last round and as she turned toward the house, there. The more I thought about this situation the more it turned me on. I was agirl feeling herself up in bed. I was also watching a girl feel herself upin bed.The feelings were strange, somewhat, but my brain was adapting itself wellto this body. They say the human mind can adapt to about anything, andthey're right. The sensations were different, I felt a warmth in my pelvicarea, a growing warmth that grew as I rubbed my thighs and thought aboutsex, even sex as a girl...The feelings were building.