I wanted to live, to love, to see everything I possibly could and experience all the nitty-gritty aspects of reality I’d spend a lifetime avoiding. ...ure, I know it sounds trite – and perhaps it was – but I was suddenly, and for the first time in my life, quite in love with the idea of being alive. You can take waking up tomorrow morning for granted just so long. +++++ Sam’s was another story, however. He was always alive – in the truest sense of the word, out there everyday pushing the. " I promise. This is fantastic, Sandy! May I look around? I won't touch anything." Sure. I'll point out some of my favorites if that's okay with you." Please." These vases are from the Ming Dynasty. I was a man during that life, living forty-four years from 1454 to 1498 in China." Beautiful. I bet they're worth a pretty penny." Yep. That's a medieval bronze and enamel buckle from Spain, and it's dated circa the 12th century when I lived as a woman in Cordoba from 1119 to 1178. At that time,. I explained that when it was broken it often was quite painful and that I hated the idea of causing her pain and not having her fully enjoy our first sex together. I suggested that she use something to break it before we had sex together.When I got home from work, Jessie was sitting on the couch, nude. "I did it. No pain tonight. Can we go to bed now?", she said. It took me a second to think about what she said she had done but it came to me. She had broken her cherry. "It didn't hurt. "Honey, I just got off the phone with Mr. Stone. He told me that you were disrespectful to him earlier but luckily I convinced him to consider every possible option for us. And guess what, he told me that he is willing to accept an alternative payment method." What do you mean by that, babe?" He told me we don't have to pay him back if he can pimp you out to some of his clients. Mostly black men with huge cocks and it would be filmed as well." What kind of a sick joke is this, honey? Please.