I don’t mean just in her dress but in every way. I need to feel your mother again and I need to feel loved. Can you be Sudha for me Sumathi?” He l...oked at me intensely and I could feel the heat in his hands as he held my shoulders. I tried to speak but could find no voice as all the dreams I had since I was a teenager were finally coming true. My father was the only man I had ever loved, ever wanted. I was still a virgin and I knew I had not let anyone touch me because no-one could measure up. .. I really like you. We have a lot incommon, we have had some good times together, even without sex." Just relax, take your time, there's no urgency, I'm not goinganywhere, we can talk, maybe we can explore ourselves a little.Let's dance again, have a drink or so, then return to my apartmentand you can learn more about me."As we danced he said, "Funny, I have issues too, relating to mysexual preferences. I think that our chat this evening is going tobe very very interesting."We danced, slow. I’m fighting for my life and I have no compunction about holding you hostage until I’m gone and am safe.’ * Snake grabbed the pocked face man by the lapels of his suit jacket and snarled into his face, ‘What the fuck do you mean there’s no sign of him. He can’t have got far. I fucking hurt him, he was on foot, he has to be somewhere on the manor.’ Trying to placate his boss the scared man said, ‘We turned over his crib, no sign he had gone there. We’ve got a man sitting on the place in case he. Got a new wife." Your new wife is interested." Shooting those things ain't cardio. Wait'll you see some of the competitors. Ain't no six-pack abs there. A few kegs, though..."I'd had my hands all over this guy. He wasn't far from a six-pack, and frankly, I don't want a lumpy husband, not from either end of the spectrum. "Will I fit in?" You won't be the first female there. Others occasionally bring their wives."I took a breath. I was getting ready to cross another line. I hope I'm reading Chuck.