“It's unbelievable you've never done this before, but you still have more to learn. Now, swallow hard, and surrender yourself to me. I have more to ...ive and you must learn to take it all."There was a hard, gravelly rasp to his voice now and she feared she’d given herself away. Tychos may have left her a virgin, but Theia had no idea if his use of her mouth made her impure in the eyes of the Goddess. If so, she’d failed her Trial before she was Chosen.She couldn't know if Laertes suspected she’d. About an hour into the party I was at the make-shift bar making myself a drink and watching Bonnie 'dirty dance' with some guy when Patty came up to me.May I ask you a very personal question?" I think we know each other well enough for that." Why are you with that tramp?" Tramp?" Oh come on Rob; she is intimately acquainted with the back seats of at least half of the guys here at this party." And your point?"She gave me that look of disgust again and turned and walked away. Five minutes later. In this scene, we learn that she's has some interest with fucking other guys, but she feels like she's not allowed to give in to her own sexual desires. Mariko also believes that this extends beyond having sex with guys, including using sex toys as well. Her current relationship with her husband is also limiting her desires, with little to no variation when she is having sex. To date, she has also only had three partners, including her husband. A lot of all of this this is based on her parents. " He had a sad look cross his facebut smiled."I'm sorry, Leah... next time, I'll wait until we have the cover ofdarkness." He grinned mischievously.I felt myself smile. "Shit! Why did I just do that?" I wondered.He just stood there with that stupid smile on his face, while my mindfilled with more and more questions. My comment brought him out of hisstupor. "Um... I believe it's your shot," I reminded him."Oh... yeah!" He walked back to the green and dropped his ball, I couldtell that he was.