I took a fast moment to think about her as she gathered her own thoughts.I remember what it was like having her in my life every day. How I didn’t f...el complete, didn’t feel ... whole, or human, until I’d seen her every day, talked to her, made her laugh and heard the sound that made the songbirds in the trees hang their heads in shame. How she made me feel human when the forces controlling my life conspired to make me feel less so.And then I remembered the callous way she’d treated me, the. After unlatching the gate and entering, he took a running jump and dove into the cool water, there was no way he was going to stand around in front of her in the condition he was in. He slid through the water gracefully and easily spotted where she was, her fluorescent yellow bikini shone in the water like a target. “Hey you,” he said as he emerged next to her. “Hey yourself.” She started to swim around him, playfully splashing water at him while smiling her cute little smile. “I noticed that. Maybe it was accident, or maybe just my fevered imagination. What mattered was that I could feel the heat from her body, and smell her perfume. Of course, I got a hard-on! So shes sitting there, in her cotton nightie and bathrobe, and Im practically sitting in her lap, hoping she wouldnt notice the bulge in my pants. I think, you should go and take care of that – or youll just fidget all evening, and I wont be able to concentrate on the movie, she said in a toneless voice. My face must have. I was thinking that Ellen acted just like her mother. She looked at me and said, "I needed that. Mom will still be gone for a few weeks and we are going to play the same games you play with her. I have been watching all these years. I hope you can handle it." That's all I needed to hear. I nodded and started thinking about getting a shower. At that point, I started to wonder what I had just gotten into. It was the first time I had strayed since being married but Ellen was so hot and really.