One by one the guys decided to leave and get some rest. Some had flights to catch. But I lingered in the bar.Maya was with a group of co-workers and f...iends. And they were slowly leaving, too. It was getting late when I started toward the bathroom and passed her at the bar. She grabbed my arm and pulled me over. She'd obviously had a few drinks and was openly flirty. I couldn't pull myself away.We talked about nothing in particular at first. The weather. Some sports on TV. But the conversation. I even heard 'If your brother were here, I'd devour him like that'. I laughed and paused the movie."Really, you got to be k**ding me, right? You want to be cock suckers?" I looked at each of them closely, and all nodded."Well, remember I said I had a surprise for you?" Reaching under my cushion, I pulled a pillowcase out and held it up in the air in front of them. "OK, let's play a little game. Everyone close your eyes and do not peek until I tell you to. Reach inside this bag and take one. I continued to keep her drip going, giving her the pain injections every two hours, day and night, until the morning of her last breath. For a couple of hours her breathing was eratic, shallow sometimes, other times deep. There was a final exhalation, then she was still.It was my wife's wish that she be cremated. She didn't want any formal funeral or service, just that her closest family and friends get together and remember her and have a few drinks. She specified that her ashes were not to be. On the curb, I saw him waiting for me, “Hi” he said while smiling, and surprised me with a kiss on my cheek. My cock twitch in an instant then I said, “Hello, how long have you been waiting?” “10 minutes, I think”, he replied. “Sorry for waiting, I felt like a woman that a man been waiting for” I said. “Yes you are and maybe you are the one that I’ve been waiting for or maybe you and I are lovers in our past life, I am the man while you are the woman in my life”. From his words my cock begun.