We love each other.’ ‘I know we do. I’m just not sure I’m ready to take the next step. Maybe it will be tonight. Maybe I just need a little ti...e.’ I felt her emotions, her fears and desires, in my heart. I wanted her to want this. If she didn’t want it, I didn’t really want it to happen, as much as I wanted her. I certainly didn’t want her to regret doing this later. I kissed her again, being careful not to press against her body. ‘You don’t have to do that,’ she said. ‘I’m not ready to go all. But you have to promise not to freak out. And you have to swear to keep it to yourself."She looked at me and I noticed that she kept glancing at my nipple rings. They were much more obvious today. The material covering my breasts was so much more sheer than it had been on Monday.She said, "I will try not to freak out. I can't promise until I have an idea what we are talking about here. And you are the only one around here that I ever talk about anything but business with."I really liked Kara.. " She was blushing, not able to lift her head and even look at me while she made, what I'm sure she believed was, her confession. "I don't know why, but I think about you and Debbie, and that day, all the time now." What would happen if you and I just did what Debbie and I did?" I think I expected her to say that she was hoping that I'd want to do that, and the idea of me doing it to her was what really turned her on."That isn't what I want. I want to see you and Debbie again. Just like before.. Of course I just cowered behind my curtain, hardly daring to move or breathe. But of course, she could see me there - it even crossed my mind that maybe she'd known all along that I'd been watching her love herself to orgasm; perhaps it had all been a deliberate show just for me - to this day I'm still not sure, though I have to say she had clearly already started loving herself before I ever first caught sight of her there.Anyway, whatever the truth of it all, I suddenly realised what it was.