While the role play was hot and took our sex life to unforeseen heights, I just could not come to terms with actually watching another man fuck the lo...e of my life. I feared then, and still do, that those cliché doubts would consume my mind. Is he a better lover? Does she have deeper feelings for him? Am I losing my wife? I reluctantly agreed to let Ashley move to a real life fantasy. For me, it was to become more out of sight, out of mind. While the time she was away was maddening and gut. "Yes, it seems appearances can be very deceptive if marriages look good from the outside." I have always liked you Simon," said Helen who then thought that perhaps she should not have said that."I have always liked you too, you have no idea how long and how much."These revelations had surprised both of them but Simon's cock was stiffening in his trousers and Helen's nipples were hardening and her pussy feeling a bit damp.Simon's instinct was to lean forward and kiss her, and she was certainly. Don't afraid." Then she said, "Vicky I am not afraid of my life. I am a widow and have no one to cry behind me. It doesn't matter that I die today or after 50 years, it is one and the same. I am afraid for you. You have future waiting for you. You have to take care of Mummy and Daddy. And you got unnecessarily in trouble due to me. I am so sorry. Please forgive me." Just imagining her death I realized that how much I cares for her and I said "Bhabhi don't ever say that. You are not alone. I. Level 1: (gentle force) - Fingering his arse- Using small butt plugs - Gently fucking his arse with a small dildo Level 2: (forceful) - Using a medium sized dildo - Combining pegging with verbal domination (whose arse is this)- Fast pace and deep fucking his arse Level 3: (submission under threat) - Using a large sized dildo- Not tying him down with as many ties- Have him suck the dildo before fucking his arse- Have him put on your strap for youLevel 4: (Full submission) - Have him hold his own.