She turned her head toward him and, as before, pulled down the front of her hospital johnnie.This time, he didn’t try to cover her. Instead, he lowe...ed the bed rail, then reached to cup one of her breasts. She could smell the faint chemical floral of hand sanitizer. He took both of her breasts in his hands, palming them softly, then bent to her and began to lick and suck at one of her dark nipples. She drew her fingers down the small dome of his belly until she found the hardness pushing. ." Barry, we're having fun. I love being with you. But you ... we don't have to get married, you know." Look, sweetness, you talked marriage, but I'm not forcing you into something. All I ask is that we're exclusive. Me and you ... nothing on the side." But marrying..." I like the idea. For one, I get, I dunno – YOU." You've got me. Are you sure that you want the world to know? I mean, like at the movies. At the restaurant. Megan. Your ex. All those people look at me and know what I was..." Put. I think it would be better if she didn't feel like you were rejecting her friendship, just the intimacy part for now." Except I already know that I want to try that with you, Larry. If I knew that you could make my weakness around Kate go away, I'd feel a lot more comfortable around her. I just don't want her to think I need her so much that I'll let her get away with anything. I want to let you do it to me with Kate there too, just like she did it to me, with you there. Let her see what it. "What are you doing here Conrad?" I was so tired of it all and I sounded like it. "I was looking for you, one of the girls saw you leave and said you looked distressed so I wanted to find you and make sure you were ok." "Why? What do you want with me? Don’t you have other things to do? Other girls to harass?" "I want to talk to you, I want you to tell me how you feel and what's wrong with you," he said as he sat down next to me at the bar. "Why? What for, Conrad?" I didn’t have the energy.