The first thing I thought of was that I hadn't evaluated what was likely to be down range if I missed. That was a bad thing and I felt stupid. As I fe...t a stab of shame though, the brown body in the field of my sight did an almost magical backwards somersault and landed flat on the ground. Then it didn't move any more.I was astonished.It took me a few minutes to get to the body. I was so out of it that I didn't pay any attention to how far it had been or any of that. I just went to the body. Even so, if it hadn't been for The Accident, he would probably still be toiling away in blissful ignorance. Steve would still be getting up every morning going to a job that held increasingly less satisfaction because that is what he did.The Accident Eight years ago the police arrived at Steve's office to give him the news. A drunk driver had weaved across the centerline hitting the car his wife and 15 year old son occupied. They were killed instantly.In a daze, Steve stood to accompany the. "Jade." He said smiling. He handed me the flowers, and ran his fingers through his hair. He was nervous, but didn't act like it. "Thank you for the flowers earlier. You didn't have to send me them, or buy these, but thank you. I love them." I brought the roses to my nose and inhaled letting their scent flow into my nose. "Let me get a vase for these. Please make yourself at home."I walked into the kitchen and bent over the sink to get the crystal vase my mother had given to me for a house. I was bit nervous and they asked me to read for them they will listen to me, it sounded weird but still I read it and I immediately turned on. It was including a gay sex story. We all aroused. 4 of them said they had to masturbate and laughed. They asked about my masturbation I said I do but not frequently. Sarathy told them that I have big boobs and nice ass. Then they were fascinated about that and asked me to remove my shirt and pant. They made nasty and dirty comments on my boobs and ass..