"We damn near did..."Sue waited for him to continue; and when he didn't, she spoke again."What's eating you?"Ben took a deep drag off his cigarette an... looked down at her. He managed a small smile."Nothing, I just wanted a little sleep. We did have a pretty good workout, you know."Sue returned the frown he had given her a few minutes earlier"Don't play games with me; I'm good old Sue, remember; I know you; you couldn't be the one to pull the plug on a sex orgy. You could have gone on another. But now I am wondering if we should talk it over. What do you think? I was shocked that Niki was bringing it up for discussion when she wasnt in the heat of passion or drunk. I could see from the flush in her cheeks that she was turned on by the idea. Niki had only been with one other guy in her life and as she was approaching 30 years old she was starting to feel like she was getting fewer looks from guys. I could tell that Daves interest in her had stirred a fire in her. Niki had shown little. I realized what I’d done. I’d done the one stupidest thing no guy should ever do. I’d saved the stupid whoring bitch for somebody else. All those God damned times we were so close and I pulled back because she’d whimper or say something. Good old fucking Tommy Sheldon never pulled back. No sir! And I bet a dozen other guys never pulled back either! I was one stupid moron. Never again. I’d never let that happen again. I’d find and fuck everything I could. Fuck Celine. Fuck Tommy Sheldon. Fuck my. I headed to the kitchen to put the coffee pot on and was taken aback to watch Max in the midst of raiding my kitchen. ‘What do you think you’re doing?’ He looked up and noticed me for the first time. ‘Good morning! I was just making us some breakfast.’ ‘Okay, but does that require you to destroy my kitchen?’ I pointed at the mess all round- ingredients scattered, cabinets and drawers lay tossed open, and several dirty dishes in the sink. How had I managed to sleep through all of this? I.