The wake was traditional with a Roman Catholic priest leading the memorial prayer service. The casket was closed, thankfully, and we paid our respects...to Lieutenant Nicholson’s wife and kids. I had a quiet word with Tom and then both Jessica and I wrote checks for the college fund and handed them to him.We went home, had a quiet smaller family pizza dinner, then spent time together until everyone had to go to bed.November 6, 2000, Chicago, Illinois“Ready to go, Penny?” I asked just before. At about a third of the way in, I felt like I couldn’t go anymore. It was so tight, I felt that if I’d gone further, I would seriously hurt her. “Deeper,” she said when I stopped. I went deeper. At about halfway, I realized what all the fuss was about. There was no other feel like fucking a pussy. It was incredible. At two-thirds of the way in, I pulled back out, then back in two-thirds, out, in, out in, going progressively faster with each thrust. I already felt like I might cum. But I. After that it was as usual. Me and maid started to get more and more bold and had sex in hall a few times when moms in her room. She did not get any doubt about us which was expected. I was really happy at that point and maid was giving me a wonderful time. But I could not take moms thought out of my mind. I tried really hard but just I could not remove it. I knew I have to agree mom for a bath.Again I paid nurse and made her take a leave. This time I knew what I had to do. I went to mom to. She's definitely a dear friend. Anyways, when she called me this time she asked if I were available for a party this coming Saturday. I checked my calendar and sure enough for the first time in ages, I didn't have to work. It had gotten to the point where I didn't even think about the possibility of being a center due to my schedule, so it was a very pleasant surprise when I realized I could. "Hey darlin, what do you think about doing it at the beach? " I thought for a moment and to be honest.