. she shivered and I licked her navel for sometime and started to move towards her boobs..She suddenly got hold of my hair and pushed me aside. I was ...cared that she dint like it and asked her what happened. She smiled at me and said I want it to be special honey and got up from the bed and got a bottle of honey..She gave me the bottle of honey and lay next to me on the bed and gave me a naughty smile. I realised my friend has shared few of my experiences with her and I opened the bottle of. If you know you’ll go over the emotional waterfall if you move an inch closer, I want you three quarters of an inch closer for your experience to be the absolute best possible.” “Sweetie, I don’t know if I can do that, what if I get too close, what if I fall madly in love with him?” “You won’t. I trust you. I just don’t want you to be afraid and stay too far back from the waterfall.” So, we had made a decision to call Mike and ask him to come to Pasco to meet her again for the express purpose. "Have you fucked a lot of dogs? Or just..." Uh..." His mouth opened and his blue eyes got bigger, which was cute, but he didn't blush or anything. I think he just wasn't used to hearing a teacher talk like that, the F word, I mean. I wasn't used to being so crude either, but it was definitely blunt."I've done it with a lot of different ones," I said, feeling my tummy tighten. It was exciting to confess, to talk sort of dirty about my big secret. "Maybe that makes me a slut, I'm not sure." No,. It's definitely a romantic thing, not a best friend thing. And I know it was just for iCarly and that it wasn't real, but I wanted it to be real… I wanted to kiss Sam! And now I'm worried that every time I touch her, it'll feel that way. All romantic. And if she doesn't want that, then it'll be one-sided and f*rced and awkward and I don't think I can keep it secret from her…"It wasn't until after she finished that she realised whom she was talking to. Freddie, the boy who'd had a crush on her.