. We were laughing . . . Suddenly we realized we are too close. . We looked in each other’s eyes . . . . . . Looked and looked . . . . . She broke ...he silence and said ” bhaiya banglore me jakar bahut smart dikne lag gaye??” , i said”tu bhi sundar ban gayi”. . . We laughed and again silence . . . . We looked into each other’s eyes. .I went little closer and kissed on her forehead. . . She smiled . . . She kissed on my cheek which felt great . . . That time probably we looked at each other as. He looked pained, and concerned, but brightened up significantly when he saw me awake. "My God, how are you feeling? Are you Okay? I'm so sorry about what happened." I almost thought he was going to cry. He sat down on the bed by me, leaned down and hugged me, kissing my neck and cheek. "I'm so, so sorry, things got out of control. I couldn't stop them..." "Okay, Okay, I think I am alright, what happened last night?" Jim told me story, much of which I remembered, the gangbang was alright, I. I asked him about it and he told me the nylons made his legs feel incredible and "everyone does it at his age". He said I should try it some time. He then said "but they are hot, im going to take them off" and down his pants came. I distinctly remember seeing that hard cock, now hard as a rock, straining in pantyhose!He put his pants on the couch and asked "Do you mind if I keep these on". I couldn't take my eyes off his massive cock as he sat at the radio next to me, rubbing me with those. I do not know if you even exist. But ifyou do exist, or if God exists please hear me please. Maybe I was verybad and I deserve all of this and If this is some punishment for what Ihave done can you please help me understand. I do not know if you evenknow me or if you have forgotten me. All I want for Christmas is to beallowed to be a boy again. I want my mommy to love me like she used to. In case you don't know whoI am, I am Jason, eleven year old boy. I am not a girl. Last Christmas,You gave.