“Whew! That was close!” The “threat” behind us, we focused our attention again on each other. I pulled off her shirt and bra, and undid her s...orts, sliding them and her panties off. It didn’t take me long to shed my clothing and join her, and soon we were going at it as only newlyweds can. She was a beauty! We were both in our mid 40’s but she looked more like a gal in her 30’s. She was slender and so curvy; I think she was one of God’s best efforts! In the moonlight she was a total work of. We even ventured into talking on the phone, which was great. Things went on like this for a few weeks till things started to get more serious. We told each other that we had feelings for one another and at that point is when we both brought up the subject of sex. We both kind of talked about what we liked, turn-ons and so fourth. After a day or so of talking about that, I told her to pretend I was there with her while she was chatting on the net. As she was chatting, she could feel me kissing. Then in flash I slid my hands from top to bottom and my hands slid inside her panty and it were on her pussy! She was aww struck. By I kept kissing her and started feeling the down area. She had small pubic hairs as if they were shaved three four days back.Then I started feeling her pussy lips! They were soft. I found some wetness there. Then I started rubbing them from top and then finally I slid my index finger inside her love hole! Wow!! Awesome it was. I can feel her pussy walls tightening. "After a few more moments she freed me and stood back."Again, I don't expect you to understand, but just now was the first time I felt any peace in my life since I started high school. I've always had to do this and do that and do it well to the expectations of others. Now I do it for my own satisfaction and this monkey has come off my back. You're right about one thing that I'm finally facing. What's happened, has happened and there is nothing I can do to change it. Time to get the rest of my.