" Christi said "I hope Palila comes." "What's her name?" "It's Pay-li-la, she goes by Lila. She is Polynesian, pretty as a picture and as deadly as a ...obra. She is fun and good at what she does. The customers will all want to be on her boat, you can count on that. She has more jokes and stories than you have ever heard." The next morning Christi told me she had talked to Lila and she would come but I would have to send her the money. "None of them had been paid because the contractor had taken. The two of you continue your conversation. Soon his phone rings, you can see the disappointment on his face when he sees who is call and excuses himself saying he had to take this call. He gets up and walks outside as he answers his phone (probably his wife).Frank isn't five feet out the door when the other guy from the bar gets up and comes over and asks if he can buy you a drink and keep you company. You slide over next to the wall and invite him to sit down. He introduces himself as Roger. I watched, totally entranced, as Allister then kissed my hand.I a state of flux, I then suggested that I should plate up our food for dinner. Allister followed me to the kitchen and stood next to me as I went about my task. Shortly, I felt his enormous paw gently stroking my back before he leaned over and kissed my neck.‘Oh, Jesus, what the fuck is happening?’ I thought to myself.“I love the smell of your fragrance,” he whispered, “You should always use this one.”Once we sat down at the dining. I looked up to see Julie waving at me through the window. I motioned her in. Hoping that we wouldn't end up fucking and half hoping we would."Hey... got a few minutes Bill?" Sure Julie. Come on in. Have a seat." So... you looked like you were thinking pretty hard. Serious stuff?" Yeah. Pretty serious all right." Want to talk about it?" Just did, with Jan. I need to decide what to do now." What to do? As in us or you and May and Anne?" Mostly May and Anne. Us, well, I want to be or try to be the.