But there was a much softer voice, a softer voice saying that if I don’t get passed this now, I may never get passed this. I heard Robert’s voice ...n my head telling my I could do this. That I was strong. I knew Hawk loved me, but how long would he stay with someone who was scared to death to make love to him. I loved him, I didn’t want to lose him. I had to get passed this. Somehow I knew Hawk could get me passed this. Leaning forward, I kissed him very gently on the lips. Then I repeated the. He slowed down and began walking towards me. I was scared; I was also both exited and mortified at the same time. I looked down to the sand, shaking my head, thinking why was I feeling like this just for seeing this guy?When I looked up again, he was already in front of me. I could feel his stare weighting on me. His blue eyes pierced through mine. Looking at him closer, I noticed a fair amount of grey hairs on his temples, raspy beard and the proverbial signs of experience around his. She started drying her hair and he went and grabbed her purse. She re-applied her make-up and walked out of the bathroom and she laid down on the bed. Daren came over to her and he laid down next to her. He softly kissed her neck and wrapped his arms around her. His hands roamed her body and she pressed her lips to his. Kissing him passionately with a desire she hadn’t felt in a long time. He broke the kiss and his lips found her nipples kissing and sucking each one into his mouth. Soft moans. Sara pouts and tells me she doesn't want to stop, she says she's ready to make love with me, her brother. I tell her it's what I want too, but if we go down this road now that it'll change things and we can never go back. I get her answer almost instantly, as she grabs me and starts kissing me with such passion. I give in to her lust and we have the hottest, wettest, most passionate kiss we've ever had. I whisper in her ear how I love her, telling her just how sexy and beautiful I think she is..