It nevertheless occurred to Carol that Susan did it with a much simpler ease and grace; for her it was not a conscious act but a near autonomous funct...on performed naturally. Their waiter took their order for a bottle of Chablis and departed to let them consider their dinner choices.Carol did not look at her menu right away, her eyes could not leave Susan's face. Despite her loveliness there was a deep sadness in her eyes. Carol took some small comfort from the absence of anger and hatred that. I start to feel like an outsider. 'Take care of her', indeed. I am a defender. I can manipulate matter, I can rip heads off with my bare hands. I come back to the conversation only to discover the two men watching me with a certain pensiveness in their eyes."What?" I ask folding my arms over my chest and sit up straighter."I think someone needs to do some asking of her own." Saul says dryly."I think someone needs to respect his elders." I toss back I don't bother to keep the harshness out of my. I want you to breathe. Relax. Dont move too much. I want you to roll with the pinch, the bite of the pain. Take it, make it yours. Of course, when Im through with you, it wont be yours anymore. There is something I need you to do."Handing her eight clothespins, and a slim strip of leather, he watches her for reactions.She sits up, taking the pins and leather strip. She instinctively knows that this will cause much pain. Searing pain that she wont be able to control. She slides one pin through,. While they sipped Jill was either dancing or onher knees in the bathroom with some other butch. It was near closingtime when it happened. The voice had been growing over the past coupleof weeks and beginning to really bother Jill. It had always been therebut was now becoming hard to ignore.##Helen/Harvey sat on the couch like she did every Saturday watchingsports. Harvey easily passed casual inspection as a man. Her buzz cuthair, broken nose (broken on purpose) and gym workouts were an.