Hellfire and damnation, you’ve seen me do it! I’ve even killed the women I loved!!”I could not meet his eyes, because I could not bear to see t...e desolation I knew would be there. Yes, in my heart of hearts, I knew all this. I just did not want to realize that I knew it. He has more blood on his hands, not to mention on his claws, than anyone has any right to have. He is a killer many times over, and he will not change just for me. I should not love him so much. And yet, I cannot not. Who says she doesn't fit in? For that matter, what's her personality got to do with it anyway?" Simmer down, Ray. We're not talking about Sally's personality... I'm afraid it's a hell of a lot more serious than that. It's her morals that folks are questioning." Now, look here..." Ray came up out of his chair, one hand pulled back into a fist."Hold on, hold on!" Blodgett cried quickly, "you got to listen to us... We know how you feel. Do you think this is easy for me 'n Lee to do, talk to a man. It terrified him as he always pictured that he would lose it to a woman and not by being the woman himself.. to another man. Deep in his thoughts he went on the bus and didn’t even notice that Karren a girl from high school was on the bus as well. She saw him however and immediately came to say high. Brad liked her, she was a beautiful woman. He always wanted to talk to her but he never had a chance or better yet he never had the guts. But today he really didn’t want to talk to her. He hardly. Not started the process that would lead to anything productive. Somehow, he knew it would be wrong. Drive her away, instead of drawing her to him. Jaromira was different.He saw the flakes coming down harder. Time to get back to the fort, see if the Commander was back yet. If there was finally news of their new mission. Spring was almost here, and with spring, came change. Shoving himself away from the wooden storehouse, he began to walk.Spring. Spring in a new city. His eyes took it in. Ugly..