Two people living in each others pockets, exposed to each other, and trying to suppress the bodies natural instinct, as they are drawn to each other, ...o, no matter the mental anguish of what is wrong with what we were doing, the joy of the union could not be hidden with that first penetration, that's all it took, then we smiled knowing the pain and fear was pointless as we took precautions, but then another leap of faith as we went 'Bareback', resulting in an even more increased sense of. " That was it pure and simple, helooked at me with so much love in his eyes and whispered, "And I loveyou, so very, very much."He slid off me, taking me into his arms, holding me close, stroking andcaressing my trembling body.As I calmed down, I snuggled close to him snuffling into him relishinghis wonderful man scent.Stroking my hair he said, "I hate to be practical here, but it's aftertwo and we have to be in the office at ten." Smiling up at him Iretorted, "typical man, have your evil way. Mary had jerked me off at the reception, and I’d just ejaculated a second time. I knew I would recover for a third climax, and if I was lucky, a fourth. But I’d left a huge wad in the napkin, and judging from the continuous flow of fluids that I could feel oozing onto me from her vagina, I’d shot another big load inside her. I didn’t expect to be able to ejaculate again soon, even if I was still erect. I consoled myself by remembering that I’d come up dry while making love to Rachel. Even dry. Voices...was all. But distinct. They had done their research on me. But why me??? Like they said, a thing. That is what I was viewed as. A freak. What was the attraction? How had I 'wronged' them? Nothing made sense to me. Yet, they were into control big time. They had researched my neighbors, making contact with them like they cared. But, my neighbors now knew of their existence. Maybe I should simply tell the neighbors and take the air out of their control but if I force things, they may go.