..."But first, lets even this out." once again bringing the cane down and his vision goes white with pain and he screams into the gag. She tosses the ...eoprene cane on the bed but his eyes are screwed shut from the pain. She then picks up one of the rattan canes she had brought into the room. She leans down to him and speaks to him. "Lets get this over quick. c'mon now it's only 6 more on each cheek." He begins shaking his head violently and yelling 'no' into the gag. Seeing and hearing this. I wanted this so much”. I told him I also wanted this soo much. He then opened his jeans and pulled them down and his boxers. His cock was soo hard and big. I had never seen one this big. My bf at the time was only 5-6 inches. This was very much bigger and thicker too.He continued sucking and then pulled my panties down. He lay the seats back and started to touch my pussy, my clit softly and it was so wet. I whispered…I love you Sanjay…and he pushed his finger in at this time. he told me to go. HE had told me it would help me relax, and it does. I feel sleepy and Ibegan to tell him things I had not told anyone, not even my Mom.I told HIM that I felt more like a girl than a boy, that I wanted to growup to be pretty just like my mother, and I could not imagine ever beinglike my father whose suicide had brought me to see HIM.The next Visit, HE gave me the medicine again and , HE asked me if I hadworn my mother's clothes. I say yes. HE brings out a pretty dress andasked me if I wanted to. It was dark when I pulled into the mall parking lot, he was parked at the far west end, I parked next to him and got into his car. He said he knew of a discreet place nearby we could park and not be bothered. It took about 5 minutes to drive there as we did I massaged the growing bulge in his pants, whispering in his ear how badly I wanted to suck his cock. He parked in the parking area of the local hiking trails and dog walk. I immediately unfastened his pants exposing his cut 6′ thick cock,.