I hastily opened it and read the contents; I had to read it several times before the simple message sank in. Hey Tim can you come over tonight around...eight maybe? I just got something that I want to show you. Oh and see if you can stay the night this time my mom is going to work a double shift and wont be back until tomorrow night so we’d be all alone. My heart skipped a beat and I thanked whatever god was looking out for me and my luck. I hadn’t seen Oriana since vacation began for one. It was christams eve, but I have outgrown the mysticism of christmas. The entire concept of a fat man slipping down the chimney had always felt so ridiculous to me.I shivered again, pulling my arms across my chest. I heard a rustle from the other end of the house, perhaps one of my parents struggling with a a half-empty roll of tape and a poorly-cut, slightly-too-small-for-it's-purpose piece of wrapping paper.I leaned back against the frame of the window and watched the snow for a few moments. “Bobby, I really don’t like the idea because I have been told it causes a great deal of pain if the tool being used is oversized and I think we both agree you have a huge tool and it might be a source of great discomfort inserted inside my bum.”Bobby sensed a weakening of defenses and he followed up with promises to be gentle and only press on if she gave him the “go ahead” with complete cooperation.Since they were in the back row, it was relatively easy for her to slide sideways on the seat. But now my heart was deceiving me, it was convincing me for Steve. I didn't get out of the room for the next whole day. I had no idea what I wanted. After thinking enough, I convinced myself that I should embrace every color of my new and short life.I was just in my early teens when I was married. I had not finished my education, nor I had the chance to love anyone. Now God gave me the opportunity to live my life, I wanted to live my past life. I let go of all my sinful feelings and started.