In some ways, Randi is correct. He is stronger than we give him credit for. In other ways, he still fears that everyone he cares about will eventually...abandon him. I know I'm to blame for part of that. But outside of Melanie, we all had a hand it." I had a hand in it, too," Melanie said softly. "When I finally figured out that he and I weren't going to be together, I ran off and got married just to spite him. It was stupid and I know it. Hell, I knew it then. I relished the look on his face. " You about ready to give me another shot at you?"I looked at her and remembered what we once had and my dick started to harden. "Why not?" I thought. It has been months and I certainly didn't owe Ellen any degree of faithfulness."What do you have in mind?" Bob Thomas and the Highway Travelers are at the Stagecoach. How about Mexican for dinner and then some 'two stepping' for a while?" Pick you up at seven?" Works for me."As we ate dinner at El Mason the conversation wandered all over the. We were both about 16 and had been best of friends for years. I have seen his dick many times, and have dreamed of the day to suck on it. It was 6′ cut with a very nice purple head. Though I was in denial of being gay, he must of suspected that I was gay. A couple of months ago on the beach 2 girls walked by with thongs, and I let slip out of my tung ‘eeew’ and I think he heard me, and looked at me with this stare. Well this one day in my room, we started to talk about sex. The next. Ill just take them off, then you can reach. As he sat up and dropped his shorts, I instinctively looked away and then kicked myself………. When I lay back down, I was discouraged and embarrassed. I had hoped the boy would sneak a peek, but seemed totally disinterested, as he gazed off into space. I figured, Id let him massage me for another two minutes – just for forms sake, and then slink out of his room. He started on my lower back and slowly worked his way below the waist of my y-fronts. Your.