I sort out all my clothes into ones that fit me now, ones that are just a bit tight and those I can't get into anymore. My goal is to get into those w...ite Jeans and tank top at the end of the rail, the ones I wore on that great holiday I had with Paul; thinking of Paul brought a tear to my eyes.Its payday, almost a month since I started this bloody diet. After a long soak in the bath, I stood in front of my mirror, knowing that my clothes are definitely looser now than they were. I look. Later that night, laying in her bed in the darkened room she sobbed silently over his betrayal while Bill drunkenly hopped on one leg fighting to peel himself out of his tight jeans. Climbing into bed beside her he lifted up her soft cotton night shirt and rolled on top of her pushing her legs apart as he did so. Within seconds he had penetrated her roughly and was rhythmically pumping away, his beery breath adding to the misery she already felt right now. Suddenly, without her really noticing,. Perhaps I could have been a robot doll for the craftsman. I don’t think so though: he was happy that I was excited too, and he enjoyed bringing me to orgasm.The couple, no way. They actually needed help to get to a place where they were ready for a whore. I needed confidence. I needed to be open about what I was facing, and to understand and work with Jungletank9’s concerns about making his girlfriend happy.I don’t think Bruce would have been impressed if I had just accepted the sex either. He. " She then gotthe package for today and using a knife cut the block in half and stuckit in the blender with the milk. I just sat there grinning, after all twocould play at this game. She was in the middle of blending my slime whenthe doorbell dinged.I hopped up and ran to the door, and as soon as I opened it Sam steppedin and gave me a quick kiss before I had time to even greet her. When shestepped back with her mischievous grin I told her, "Wow... You're early."She kept grinning. "I hope you.